Baby Jack-Jack

hmm.. long time din cum online liao... but oso cant b online too long... (yaya... still using dial-up... =p) anyway.... sch starting nxt week!!!! haiz!~!~

hee... dear bought mi the mac jack-jack pillow on sat... hee... very cute wor... haha... hugging it to slp every nite....

got fever on mon... think eat too much chocolate liao... 39 degrees... but ok lah... the fever come fast n gone fast... haha.... went to bishan today... sian... qiqi got gastric flu... haiz... tml going over to hougang mall to pay my bills n gie's hse... she need my help to burn songs...

thurs shld b going out wif eileen.... if.... she nt meeting her bf... i wanted to trim my eyebrowns... n buy alot of things... like... shoes... n bras... haha... fridae going to help my aunt wif her com... helping her to burn fotos... haiz... y i teach her so long n so many times liao... y she still dun understand... zzzz....

then sat i will b spending whole day wif him... duno y... SAF realli cock sia... let him book out at noon.... n book in at 9 pm the same day.... dumb rite... haiz...

as for sun.... mum not working... i oso duno wad i'll b doing... but... guess i'll b at hm ba....

after which... sch starts loh... but the stupid timetable is still not out yet... %$#@^.... wats wrong wif the sch... so slow.... -_-zzzz.....

6 months le wor...

hmmm.... yup... its been 6 months since we started... yay... ^.^... these 6 months... sae long not long... sae short oso not short... alot of things happened in these period of time... both good n bad.. happy n sad things... i guess we had made it through ba... =) i noe there r still many things we haven settle on... but... that day will cum... =p..

went out wif gie n bren yest... purposely din wan to go GE... duno y... nowadays... i feel very tired going for GE... so sian... worst thing was wad happened on mon... Grrr.... *blood boil*... dun wan to tok abt it le... but... ya loh... juz feel so sian going for GE le... anyway... mi n bren went to meet gie after she finished her work at raffles city... as usual... bren is late.. then i sat in starbucks like a idiot waiting for her to cum... sit until my butt n my leg numb liao sia... hmm... bren got mi a beach wear skirt frm genting... thank u... hee...

haiz... skool starting soon... 6th dec... sianz... something more sianz is... the timetable wun b out until 2nd dec... cock rite... haiz...

n... i've becum like a pig soon... no... i had becum a pig... duno wads wrong wif mi... i can slp ard 11pm... wake up 12pm the next day... n now... 4.38pm onli... i feel bloody slpy sia.... Zzzz..... chaim liao... wad haf the holidays done to mi....

Why Olinda?~?~?

hmm... he's booked out on thurs evening... at 1st i duno how to face him... haiz... anyway... he came when i was giving lesson to some GE 2s... i din bother him at 1st... =p... in the beginning... there seems to b a wall in between us... i juz duno how to n wad to tok to him... but... in the end... heng... everything turns out alrite when he send mi hm... ^.^...

nick messaged mi yesterdae... wanted mi to ask glenn abt something... haiz... was so fed up... plz loh... its almost 6 months... can't he juz let go... so i msged him back... telling him to ask glenn himself... in the end this was his reply... "ok thanks any way did not want to ask u also but no choice one" kaoz... plz... its not no choice... its him who din wan to make that choice... -.-Zzz....

anyway... mum's not working 2dae... sianz... so i went to his hse to zo boh... wanted to play gb at his hse one... but... haiz.. cannot play... oso duno y... went out to haf lunch wif his whole family excluding his dad... then on the way back... he raced wif this lancer girl... coz this lancer girl kinda cut his que when leaving the plaza n wasn't even feeling bad abt it... haiz... my heart almost popped out when he acclerated to cut her car... *deow*

juz finished the s'pore idol result show... omg... y is olinda out... she is the best singer loh... left two ok singers there to compete for the 1st s'pore idol... wah kao.... olinda... u r the best singer man... *2 thumbs up for u* =)

in whichever case... i'll be going to watch movie 2molo.... yay... ^.^v...

tired..

i'm very tired... mayb i cried too much... i duno... sumhow i got into a quarrel wif him again...

Sat...
went to fetch him @ pasir ris... then went to his hse... after which... decide to go to GV plaza watch Taxi... but when we reached there... there is onli single seats left... n there is no more shows that starts b4 6pm... *i need to b back hm by 8.30pm*

in the end... we walked ard... then makan... took neoprints... makan again...

Sun...
i requested for him to cook for mi... since i'm always the one cooking... he promised to cum my hse at 9am... but i noe... he confirm will cum ard 10am... but... it was 11am le... he's still not here... in the end i was fed-up of waiting... so i changed n went to compass point to walk walk... ard 12.45pm ba.. he called... saying he reached le... i got back hm... when i saw him... i duno... i feel weird... got a ver mixed up feeling in mi... n mayb becoz of my running nose... i din slp much... so felt tired... dun feel like tokin to him..

i laid on my bed... n dozed off... then he dragged mi out of my bed saying lunch is ready... i din realli bother him... twains was on tv.... i wan to catch my fav song... then felt tired wanted to slp... but he hogged my bed... i slp where...Zzzzz... in the end... i heck care liao... slp on the floor... haiz...

then when he went back hm... my mum's back... n i duno what the fuck is wrong wif her... the moment she stepped into the hse... she started yelling at mi... $#^%$&... n dun let mi go out on mon... grr... wtf...

he said he will call mi at nite... so i waited n waited n waited... wait until 1.30am... Zzz... finally contacted him *he tot i slpt alreadi...* n confirm the plans on mon...

Mon...
he said he will b fetching mi at 9am... but... in the end i waited until 9.27am then he arrived... haiz... reached marina square... cool man... we had got the whole cinema to ourselves... not a single soul in the cinema... taxi was cool... especially when the taxi changed to turbo gear...

after the show... he wanted to watch the motor show... so ok... we went to watch... the cars' cool... realli love the HSC... then at the same time... my fone had been ringing none stopped... i'm dying to go hm... coz... who noes wad my mum will do... she can b working... but she can oso cum back hm out of the blue to check on mi... n i noe tat glenn paid the tix to c the show... i oso dun wan to spoilt his mood... so i suggested... he continue to stay at the showcase n watch the show while i rushed back hm... he said ok... so i ran.. grab a cab n headed str8 hm... n the taxi ah pek drove realli slow... he never gone passed 70kpm... finally i'm hm... answered mum's call... omg... my heart almost stopped beating...

called him... to inform him i'm hm... he said he will call mi back... so i wait again... he din call... my mum called again... saying she will b back hm str8 after her work... so i presume ard 5pm she will b hm... i msg him... asking him will he b cuming to my hse... wad time... in the end... it was like 4.30pm... i told him... forget it... i'll c him on thurs evening when he booked out... even i'm dying to c him...

then he asked mi.. if i wan to c him.. wan mi to meet him at CP... n tat he will reach in 10mins... so i went dwn to CP at 4.55pm... on time.. but he's nt there... then he called... saying he will c mi in 5... but again... i din c him... so i msg mi... i will wait for him at mos.. if i din c him in 5 mins... i will go hm... 3mins lata... he called n sae he will reached in 5 mins... 5 mins again... seriously... i m so tired of waiting... tats y when he arrived... i felt very sian... din wan to tok at all...

when sent mi back... we kinda of tok in the car... then things got out of hand... we quarrelled again... when i reached hm... i hit the bathrm str8... n i cried... i cried like mad... its like... he juz dun understand... i m waiting.... i m waiting everytime... all the time... i'm waiting everyweek for him to book out... i'm waiting every nite for him to call... i'm waiting every saturday for him to reach pasir ris bus interchange... i'm waiting every sunday for to cum n meet mi... waiting waiting n waiting... realli i'm tired.... very tired... every weekend... everytime when fri cums... i m so happy... coz i can finally c him... finally after 5 n a half days... every saturday morning... i woke up early... to bath... iron my clothes.... put on make-up... do my hair... n get ready to go n meet him... but sometimes... i still haf to wait for him... then sunday... every sunday... its either i wait for him to cum to my hse or i wait for him to cum n fetch mi to go out...

all these waiting... everytime... i felt realli happy coz i can c him... but up till the end... i dun anymore... i becum very sian... each time every sec minutes passed... my happy feeling always drops to its lowest point... as wad i told him... every sec that i'm treasuring are spent on waiting... it like taking a roller coaster ride... i realli duno how much more can i take...

he said he is tired too... tired of army training... tired of money issues.... tired of my time constraint... i noe... i dun haf so much freedom like him... i am trying my best to spend time wif him le... i realli duno wad else n how else shld i do to make up to him... i realli duno... he likes mi to put on makeup... i did... he likes mi to wear skirt... i did... now.. wad shld i do...

he wanted mi to call him last nite... i did... abt 5-10 mins lata... but i guess he slpt... while laying on my bed... i was thinking... n i msg him... telling him how n wad i think... as i was keying in the msg... i cried again...

Tues...
i din slp... i juz stared the celling blankly, thinking n crying for the whole nite... he msged mi this morning... i duno if i shld reply him... i didn't... then he called mi at 10 plus... he kept saying i love u... i miss u.. i love u... i miss u... i do too... realli do... i love him... but... i duno... my feelings rite now are all mixed-up... its like all my feelings are thrown into a blender... n its all blended up now... how can i break free frm my mum.. i duno... i onli noe in 2 years time... i'll b 21... i will b legally free... i need time... i need 2 years time... 2 years is all i need....

CURRY~~

hmm.. my whole family set off for genting liao... Zzzz.... without mi... haiz...

anyway... went over to sharu hse yest for dinner... deepavali.. hmm... sharu's dad is realli a good cook sia... then curry were shiok sia... ate until real full... but... juz as well i'm enjoying... my mum call... rushing mi hm... kaoz... so off one...

haiz... i still went hm... dun wan to make more trouble... been trying to stay trouble-free... so i can go out late tonite...

my bloody internet connection is still down... -.-Zzz.... why~~ so sianz w/o internet sia...

think i falling sick soon... my nose had been stuck n running for these few nites... argh... n my head hurts too.. Zzzzzz....

twin day...

i realli duno if todae is a good day or bad day sia... haiz...

hmm... good day... coz i can meet him!!! on a weekday... n yay... i got my 2nd pair of levis jeans 599... hee... n he bought a levis lady style skirt for him... thank u.. ^.^... oya.. he oso got mi brownies as b-dae cake... so full sia... then when i reach bishan hm... i got another cake to eat... -.-"... want to throw up sia... *puke*

ok... now the bad day part... we quarrelled... haiz... *sob sob* ok... mayb its my fault... i realli juz meant it as a joke.. i think anyone would haf tot it is a joke... but it seems tat he din take it tat way... argh... forget it... anyway... we made up... so... end of story...

wore my 3 inchs heel todae... kind of regret it... coz... the strap kept cuming off... n pain sia... think i haf blisters liao...

*dear... sorry ok... n thank u for ur present...*

3 inch...

aiyo~~~ my broadband connection is still down.... sian ah....

hmm... hehe... going to b 19 soon... one year older... one year closer to b 21... one year closer frm being free frm my mum... yay!!!! finally... 2 more years to b 21... but... haiz... muz sae bye bye to being a teenage le... the big number 2 is cuming next year... wo lao le!~!~ haiz... duno i shld b happy or not... lol...

met ade on sat... pass her b-dae present... so long neber c her liao.. hee... then he booked out late tat dae... so i went jalan jalan with her at toa payoh... bought a skirt... haha... this time this skirt is even shorter than my previous one... :p..

went to punggol plaza yest... nth one... so small... haiz... sianz... then went to compass point... *this looks more like a shopping centre... bought a pair of shoes... hee... high heels... 3 inch... haha... i was so amazed sia... i can actually stand n walk in heels... hmm... so proud of myself... haha... b4 i buy the shoe... glenn was saying... i beta dun buy heels... coz lata i taller than him... haha... where got... after i wear heels... i'm onli abt 175cm liddat loh... he 182cm leh...

hmm... going to ah mah's hse to eat mee sua tomolo... keke... my grandma bought mi a levis jeans last week... now i got another $150 to get another levis jeans... wee-u-wee... i'm going to get a levis 599... wahaha.... cool sia...

he'll b booking out on wed... haha... so i'll b going to get my jeans wf him on thurs... ^.^v... n mayb... i will b buying another pair of shoes... keke... i realli siao liao... kept buying things sia... saw tat white morgan perfume at metro... hmm.. shld i ask bren to help mi buy at a cheaper price... or i buy myself... hmm.. so temping... the fraganance is realli addictive sia... *smell smell* haha... k lah...

happy b-dae to mi... happy b-dae to mi... happy b-dae to mi~~ happy b-dae to mi... lol....

Levis 593

wahahah... finally... i'm a proud owner of a levis 593 super super low waist jeans.... keke... went out shopping wif my grandma n dear... hee... hmm... my b-dae cuming next month... can get another 25% off for my levis jeans... hehe... eyeing on a skirt now... $129.50.... i think i will pysco my aunt to buy for mi... kekekeke.....

oya.... dear said something on sat that realli touch my heart sia... *sob sob* love you~~

hmm... my internet connection is still down... i'm using my 56k dial-up now... sianz sia... i wan my broadband back!!! n i dun wan to spent $20 to get a technician to my hse... :p...

k lah.. will blog next time... dial-up X sia... tataz..